Sunday, January 7, 2018

New Place. New Bed.

If there's one thing I hate, it's being alone. Also, it's so cold.
Being alone with expectations hanging over your head suck more. Guess that's what growing up means. Bear with me because it will not make sense.
Just.
Things that creep up on you.
Don't even feel like writing up on here anymore.

Bye.

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

I'm feeling 22!

Autoplay played 22 right now.
I was singing along and realized I didn't do the customary song sing along on my birthday or even throughout the year.
HAD to do it now!
Last 2.5 hours of being 22.
Can't believe.

Wait, even better. I will wait for 7 minutes. Exactly, 2.2 hours for 22 then.

This is a 2013 song. She was doing that when she was 22. Of course she was feeling 22.

Okay, just re-calculated. Have to wait for 10 minutes more for that to happen!

Oh I forgot all about this and am 10 minutes too late for this now. Kthanks. :/

Monday, January 1, 2018

What? It's 2018 already!?

Accurate way to describe how I feel about time passing. I fear it's just going to get worse with each passing year.

One thing that I am carrying into 2018 is to be selfish. Even if that means detaching yourself from all kinds of negativity. To put yourself first. It sounds kind of asshole-y, specially with respect to all the beautiful things people say on New Year's ( I have a ton of good things to say too!) - but sometimes you got to do what you got to do.

So, be selfish if it makes you happy (context and proportionality matter).

It has been a pretty mixed year. I want to say so much more but it's time to go. Because guess who's going to office on 1st? Thank God for having an office to go to. :)
If there's one thing I am certain about, it's to be more regular with my writing!

Yes!

Happy New Year! :)
Good night! :)

Friday, December 8, 2017

Inspiration from aspiration!

I just wanted to note down how yesterday was so that I can look back when life looks shit.

So we had an informal meeting and it was so beautiful. Everyone discussed/asked unhesitatingly. Although, my sense of happiness arose more from the aspirations of these people. You know how I put myself down after hearing how well people did? This time the reverse happened. It seemed like people would help, that they are smart but very nice. I let myself dream a little higher. I let myself think of what I thought was unattainable. What I mocked my mom for thinking. Maybe it doesn't happen, but jus not even been a whole week and I already received my first gift of hope. With my return gift of hard work. The struggle with decisions changed into the need to make a coherent plan. :)

If you haven't already guessed it, I am surrounded by smart and nice people and I hope to be the same, if nothing else then just my association.

Good night. :)

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Zen Advice

Some Zen words before I retire for the night -

Happiness is mostly felt in the times we get to enjoy childhood luxuries again.
Time should be measured using personal goals as markers, not standard units.

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Plugging in Yesterday

Shameless plug from my other blog which will eventually become redundant except maybe for personal reasons -

http://soloproject-theexperiment.blogspot.in/2017/11/14th-november.html

Adding to it, the day ended with butter dosa and ice cream and a little walk in the chill.
It was important to put this here because these are the kind of things I would have written here anyway.

I got a job offer today. Not something I am particularly interested in, but hey, silver lining. :)
The pay is good.

That's all about the good stuff :)

Saturday, November 11, 2017

Something New

Hi peeps.

I sort of started a new side project. Here's the link - soloproject-theexperiment.blogspot.in.

*What's with the long URLs?*
 
See you there too!